The brother turned 10 today! Wow, I feel old. Ten years ago, on this day, I was at the hospital holding a hairy baby and in denial that I had a younger sibling. I think that's why all the pictures of me from that day look strange and uncomfortable haha. However, I won't forget the summer afterwards, where we really bonded. In high school, we took naps in the afternoon together, and that kid would not let me do my homework. He either had to be in my lap or sitting on the desk next to me, especially when he was around 1-2. He would always bother my dad if he had work to do, and always stole my dad's highlighters and markers to play with and would get upset if my dad tried to take them back, hahahaha. There's a video somewhere of my brother saying, "Daddy... euirhgskdhgdkhg" with my dad saying, "Really, beta? tell me more" and he did in his strange gurgling language. Its the most adorable video ever. That same kid is TEN now. The same kid told me that the boys get to watch a video next year (the girls watched one this year), and he thinks its about "how wieners grow when you get older." Good lord. Why did he grow up so fast?
Anyways. Enough sappiness.
I've been busayy lately. Moving in took quite some time, and i'm finally all settled in. They FINALLY fixed the leak in the bathtub and refinished my bathtub so its like new again! Yay! Its just, I don't know how long I have to wait before I can take a shower again. I'm guessing a day or two. Ah its ok. I'll manage. It just really smells terrible everywhere except my room. The stuff they used STINKS SOOO BAD and they didn't turn on the exhaust in the bathroom or the kitchen. At least, I kept my bedroom door closed today and the fumes didn't go into my room. I'm kind of scared to leave my room bc it prob smells everywhere still. Anyways, now all that's left is fixing the ceiling tiles in the bathroom, which i think they were cutting outside when I came home today. So maybe it'll get put in tomorrow? Dunno. They can come and do it. They have my keys. I can't be here 24/7 bc i have class.
Finals in 2 weeks and I'm not as nervous as I should be. Its not bc I'm confident, but its bc I'm just so tired now. I'm pushing myself at this point. I am having such a hard time focusing its not even funny. I have 1 final in exactly 1 week and my other 2 are on next Friday. Its already 6:30 today ughh. My goal for today was to listen to all the lectures from yesterdya and today, and to listen to 2 old lectures for my how to be a doctor class and then to read for PBL tomorrow bc we have a quiz, and then maybe start going over lectures from the begining again (this time with highlighers haha).
May 29th... my last day of MSI... I can't wait... MSII is going to be rough with a giant number of classes AND boards. Blahhh... someone quick, remind me why I'm torturing myself??
I'm exhausted both from waking up early today and from studying :(
Until the next one then.
