Quotations...

I've been feeling kind of down for a couple of days, mainly because I keep thinking about *someone.* I've even had several dreams about him, which leaves me wondering the big question of WHY is he still on my mind often enough that I'm still dreaming about him? I feel like most normal girls would have at least stopped thinking about the breakup and their ex, but nooooo not me. I'm a sentimental idiot.

I leave you with the following quotes that made me a little teary...

"I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside me, there are words waiting to come out. And tell you how I feel--like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart. And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you. But those words may forever stay in my heart--locked inside. Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know."

"Yes I love him. I love him more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to him forever. But I know its not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to let him go so he can know just how much I love him. Maybe if I'm lucky, he'll come back, but if not, I can make it through this."

"I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other; for those were some of the best times of my life."

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just imagination. Its a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love." -Neil Gaiman

For my friends who have never experienced heartbreak in a relationship since theirs have resulted in marriage and commitment, I don't expect yall to ever understand.

Until the next one then.

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